Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Moral Pleasure


(Bass BEGINS)
(Keyboard BEGINS)
(Drum BEGINS)
(Drum FILL)
(Guitar BEGINS)
(Bass SOLO)

(LOW-PITCH)
Caught among these thoughts
Frozen feelings under my skin
Befriending sweet agony
Passing out with a sweet release

(HIGH-PITCH)
Blackened back of my soul
Why are you looking right and left?
I am right behind

(Drum FILL)
(SPOKEN)
I am just behind

(SING)
And, when I focused
I noticed
The sound of madness
That made me ask for more!

Give me more!

The fuse inside my head is blown!

Give me more!

The venom I drink, paralyzes me!
The sickness in me, overrules me!
The bite I take, pinches my inside!
The scars I tear, bleeds my skin!
The holes I drill, pains within!

(Drum FILL)

My madness asks for more!
Give me more!

(Drum BREAK)

(SPOKEN)
Just give me more!

(Instrumental section – 1 minute)

Tapping his fingers on the wood
Pursing his lips on...
(Instrumental BREAK)
(SPOKEN)
Well!

(Instruments START)

Building a fortress without a wall
You seep inside me like a drug

(GROWL alternates with CLEAN VOCALS)
Shredding my dignity!
Peeling me off my sympathy
What I do!
I do it for a reason
Moral pleasure!
I’m inspired by lies

(Guitar SOLO)
(Instrumental BREAK except CLEAN GUITARS)
(Keyboard SOLO without DRUMS)
(ALL INSTRUMENTS BEGIN)
(Instrumentals – 2 minutes)
(Instrumental BREAK except BASS)

(SOFT VOCALS)
And, when I focused
I noticed
The sound of madness
That made me ask for more
Why don’t you give me more?

(Drum FILL)
(Instruments BEGIN)

The fuse inside my head is blown!

The venom I drink, paralyzes me!
The sickness in me, overrules me!
The bite I take, pinches my inside!
The scars I tear, bleeds my skin!
The holes I drill, pains within!

My madness asks for more!
Give me more!
Just give me more!
And more and more!

(Instrumental break 8 seconds)
(ONLY PIANO)

Visions of you
Prancing before my bloodshot eyes
Get out of my sight
Now

Don’t make me
Tell you this once again

(SPOKEN)
Okay
You asked for this

(Instrumental START)
(Guitar SOLO)

Argh!

(GROWL)

Visions of you
Prancing before my bloodshot eyes
Get out of my sight
Now

Don’t make me
Tell you once again

(SING)

I hate you!
As much as I’d loved you!

I asked for more!
Just a little more!
You gave no more!
You make me feel!
Much needier than I am!

A disrupted morale!
A distorted vision!
A disgusted soul!
I have become

Do you see me anymore?
The real me is lost
Within the sand

(Drum FILL)

Distorted
I have become to myself
Distorted
I see the world to be
Distorted
You have become to me
Distorted
I have become to myself

(Instrumentals – 8 seconds)

(ALL INSTRUMENTS STOP EXCEPT PIANO AND BASS)

The venom I drink, paralyzes me
The sickness in me, overrules me
The bite I take, pinches my inside
The scars I tear, bleeds my skin
The holes I drill, pains within

(SPOKEN REPEAT)
The real me is lost
The real me is found
The real me is lost
The real me is found...

(FADE OUT)


Photo effect by Ajey Padival 

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4 responses:

TechnoBabe said...

For me, reading this is sad. I would not want to be in that place. Been there. Too disturbing.

Snaggle Tooth said...

Such anger n pain is revealed!
Cool Paisley effect on Winona.

Opaque said...

@TechnoBabe - I understand.

Opaque said...

@Snaggle Tooth - Yes. Thanks!