Sunday, June 1, 2008


I stand up like others and speak my name
As if we’re all in a hall of fame
We all here are just the same
In what I call a worthless game
They have set us up with an undoable aim
It is not them we got to blame
It is unknown until known
They call it suicide
We call it homicide

I have and will lie to feed him in me
Give me for what I came ‘n’ no more of me you’ll see
Forget the debt
This monster’s sojourn
I will be back
I’ll want some more

My lips turn sore (give it to me – [yell])
Test me no more, please (give it to me – [yell])
There’s just one thing I adore (just f****** give it to me! – [yell])

I do not know if I‘m over you [yell]
I don’t know if you’re over me [yell]
I lied to enter [yell]
I’ll lie to exit [yell]
I’ll lie till my twelfth step (full of shit) [yell]

Dark eyes, darker lives
I shiver, I scratch
I clutch this pain that’s got me insane
These drops pinch me, stop the rain!!! – [yell]
I insist, you smile
I fake, I take, “It only stays for a while” – [yell]
Everything seems agile
But, I feel fragile
It’s 911 you mustn’t dial [yell]

I lean back as I slide to my grave
Please give it to me, I ain’t naive [yell]
Roll her up, torch her
No! Heat her
No! Gulp her
No! Stick her
Stop injecting, start ejecting – [yell]
I rather prefer her than suffer [softly]

I lied to enter [yell]
I’ll lie to exit [yell]
I’ll lie till my twelfth step (full of shit) [yell]
I’ll always need some and will always want more [yell]

Copyright © Ajey Padival 2006 (Brisbane, Australia; +61-434360675;

14 responses:

Drive-thru said...

This one is a strike! You have a powerful style that I like.
I think that you manage very well the rhyme of your songs when it is needed.

Anonymous said...

Though this is a little disturbing, I really like this. I don't know why - I think its angry and I am really angry right now...

Brosreview said...

@Drive-thru - Thanks a lot!!!

Brosreview said...

@Meena - Yes, this one is quite disturbing. Heh. Thank you.

Saadi said...

This is a scary one..and this is the one based upon drug addiction and rehab, right?!
Disturbingly good!!
Yes, i remember this one!!!

Brosreview said...

@Saadi - Yea, you are right!!! But, again, like most of songs, this has another meaning as well.

Thank you.

Ms.R. said...

Just WOW! Fida kar diya! Amazing way of writing. The craving is so apparent.. Amazing man!

Brosreview said...

@Ms.R - Ah, thanks! Experience is reflected, isn't it?

Ms.R. said...

Absolutely! *wink wink*

Brosreview said...

@Ms.R - Ha! Cheers!!!

thoughts said...

its powerful, scary and fabulously written.
the power behind your works is the thing which instantly captures full attention of the reader.
warmest wishes,

Brosreview said...

@thoughts - Thanks! Yes, I believe you are right.

Anonymous said...

this sort of reminded me linkin park...
powerful, well written, attractive...
like it! :)

Brosreview said...

@Leo - Yes, this is written in a more catchy style. Thanks!