Showing posts with label Album DISSOCIATION. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Album DISSOCIATION. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I own you


(Guitar INTRO)
(Strings + Bass BEGIN)

I walked in
Looked at him
And, his questioning eyes
A glass with rocks
And, some scotch
And, his undressing mind
All I have is feelings
That wrap me to safety
When I am held down
My ways are shown
Only my shadows
Break through the trap

A trap I am into
A cult I am into
Your hands, I need to break free

(Drums BEGIN)
(Guitar SOLO)

Hey!
Do your thing
And, walk away
Don’t treat me with kindness
‘Cause I, I am bittersweet
Flesh and bone
Cut and dry
I now own you!

(Instrumental BREAK)

(INSTRUMENTAL CRESCENDO OVER VOCALS BELOW)

Make your noise
Take a breath
There’s still time
But, there’s no return
Choose your turn
Choose your side

When the time has come
Don’t step back, but forwards
Breathe in to breathe out
Unwrap those feelings
Only to myself
‘Cause when I look into the mirror
I need to see myself in it
You can buy me and take me away
But, you will never own me

(Guitar SOLO)
(Guitar + Strings DUAL)

Hey!
Do your thing
And, walk away
Don’t treat me with kindness
‘Cause I, I am bittersweet
Flesh and bone
Cut and dry
I now own you!
You are mine!
I own you!
I now own you!

(Instruments STOP)
(Guitar FADE OUT)



Photo by Ajey Padival

Copyright © Ajey Padival 2010 (Brisbane, Australia; +61434360675; ajeypadival@msn.com)


Sunday, August 29, 2010

Decision


(Rhythm Guitar INTRO)

You’ve arrived at the time and place
You always did what you were afraid to do

Now, watch your fears take over you
Watch those fears become your God

It was your decision

(All instruments BEGIN)

You chose to stay when all would run
You chose to run when everyone stayed

It was your decision

You eased the flames that burnt inside
You said you’ll fake it until you make it happen

Selfish beings we are, we think of ourselves
But, then is it wrong to think of ourselves?

Sometimes an afterthought
Can stop us from being bought

It is your decision

Don’t let him stand before you
And say it’s over
Nothing is over
Until you think it’s over

(Drum FILL)
(Guitar SOLO)

Selfish beings we are, we think of ourselves
But, then is it wrong to think of ourselves?

Sometimes an afterthought
Can stop us from being bought

It was your decision
It is your decision
It will be your decision
It always is your decision

(Instrumental FADE OUT)


Photo by Ajey Padival

Copyright © Ajey Padival 2010 (Brisbane, Australia; +61434360675; ajeypadival@msn.com)

Monday, August 23, 2010

Everything is Known



(Guitar INTRO)
(Bass BEGINS)
(Drum BEGINS)

Hush

(Drum FILL)

Pills
For a new beginning
Needles
To start the countdown
To hell

Have you lived you life before you died?

A path of no return
You and I
We’re on

(Instrumental break)

Hush

(Instruments BEGIN)

Pain
Gushing through my veins
Calmness
Falling through my fingers
Still something left inside

It’s got to be dark to see the stars

A path of no return
You and I
We’re gone

Everything is known!

(SCALE CHANGE)
(+TEMPO)

(GROWL)
Hush!

(PRIMARY TEMPO and SCALE GAINED)

(Guitar SOLO)
See,
All wounds are bleeding
Feel,
All wounds are healing
The truth is worth saying
The truth is worth saving

(Drum FILL)

A path of no return
You and I
We’re done

The new beginning to start living
Through your fingers I trust the feeling
But, my conscience crackles
With the cracks in your words

(DUAL VOCALS)
Everything is known
Oh my beautiful!
Everything
Is
Known
Now

(Instruments STOP)



Photo by Ajey Padival

Copyright © Ajey Padival 2010 (Brisbane, Australia; +61434360675; ajeypadival@msn.com)

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Distorted



(Bass BEGINS)
(Keyboard BEGINS)
(Drum BEGINS)
(Drum FILL)
(Guitar BEGINS)
(Bass SOLO)

(LOW-PITCH)
Caught among these thoughts
Frozen feelings under my skin
Befriending sweet agony
Passing out with a sweet release

(HIGH-PITCH)
Blackened back of my soul
Why are you looking right and left?
I am right behind

(Drum FILL)
(SPOKEN)
I am just behind

(SING)
And, when I focused
I noticed
The sound of madness
That made me ask for more!

Give me more!

The fuse inside my head is blown!

Give me more!

The venom I drink, paralyzes me!
The sickness in me, overrules me!
The bite I take, pinches my inside!
The scars I tear, bleeds my skin!
The holes I drill, pains within!

(Drum FILL)

My madness asks for more!
Give me more!

(Drum BREAK)

(SPOKEN)
Just give me more!

(Instrumental section – 1 minute)

Tapping his fingers on the wood
Pursing his lips on...
(Instrumental BREAK)
(SPOKEN)
Well!

(Instruments START)

Building a fortress without a wall
You seep inside me like a drug

(GROWL alternates with CLEAN VOCALS)
Shredding my dignity!
Peeling me off my sympathy
What I do!
I do it for a reason
Moral pleasure!
I’m inspired by lies

(Guitar SOLO)
(Instrumental BREAK except CLEAN GUITARS)
(Keyboard SOLO without DRUMS)
(ALL INSTRUMENTS BEGIN)
(Instrumentals – 2 minutes)
(Instrumental BREAK except BASS)

(SOFT VOCALS)
And, when I focused
I noticed
The sound of madness
That made me ask for more
Why don’t you give me more?

(Drum FILL)
(Instruments BEGIN)

The fuse inside my head is blown!

The venom I drink, paralyzes me!
The sickness in me, overrules me!
The bite I take, pinches my inside!
The scars I tear, bleeds my skin!
The holes I drill, pains within!

My madness asks for more!
Give me more!
Just give me more!
And more and more!

(Instrumental break 8 seconds)
(ONLY PIANO)

Visions of you
Prancing before my bloodshot eyes
Get out of my sight
Now

Don’t make me
Tell you this once again

(SPOKEN)
Okay
You asked for this

(Instrumental START)
(Guitar SOLO)

Argh!

(GROWL)

Visions of you
Prancing before my bloodshot eyes
Get out of my sight
Now

Don’t make me
Tell you once again

(SING)

I hate you!
As much as I’d loved you!

I asked for more!
Just a little more!
You gave no more!
You make me feel!
Much needier than I am!

A disrupted morale!
A distorted vision!
A disgusted soul!
I have become

Do you see me anymore?
The real me is lost
Within the sand

(Drum FILL)

Distorted
I have become to myself
Distorted
I see the world to be
Distorted
You have become to me
Distorted
I have become to myself

(Instrumentals – 8 seconds)

(ALL INSTRUMENTS STOP EXCEPT PIANO AND BASS)

The venom I drink, paralyzes me
The sickness in me, overrules me
The bite I take, pinches my inside
The scars I tear, bleeds my skin
The holes I drill, pains within

(SPOKEN REPEAT)
The real me is lost
The real me is found
The real me is lost
The real me is found...

(FADE OUT)



Photo of Rachel Weisz

Visual Effect by Ajey Padival

Copyright © Ajey Padival 2010 (Brisbane, Australia; +61434360675; ajeypadival@msn.com)




Sunday, August 15, 2010

Burning Bridge


(INSTRUMENTAL INTRO)

Awoken from a dream
To a silent room
Where the shadows evoke memories
Sharing the nightmare with you
Caring is no longer enough
For once, I’d love to be true to me
Embracing jealousy in the frozen winds of summer

(Guitar SOLO)

Restless temptations
Feeling naked in the arms of frustrations
The brave hides from the day

(Guitar SOLO)

Warm Decembers

(+TEMPO)

Standing bridge is falling
Running with a burning tail
Cold feelings, with nothing to share
Smoking clouds travelling ahead
Sparing the burning bridge behind

(Drum FILL)

Strike the head
Light the stick
Burn the finger
Torch the wick
Fight the darkness
Torch the wick
Burn the finger
Light the stick
Strike the head

(-TEMPO)
(Drum FILL)
(Keyboard BRIDGE)
(-TEMPO)

Pour a drink to drown into
Longing for tomorrow
But, tomorrow’s far away
Leaning for yesterday
But, yesterday was a dark day

The night will fade to darkness
The sun will come to light
Surviving through the burning flames
Cross the burning bridge

(INSTRUMENTAL FADE OUT)

(WHISPER)
Restless temptations
Feeling naked in the arms of frustrations
The brave hides from the day


Visual Effect by Ajey Padival

Copyright © Ajey Padival 2010 (Brisbane, Australia; +61434360675; ajeypadival@msn.com)