Homicide

I stand up like others and speak my name
As if we’re all in a hall of fame
We all here are just the same
In what I call a worthless game
They have set us up with an undoable aim
It is not them we got to blame
It is unknown until known
They call it suicide
We call it homicide

I have and will lie to feed him in me
Give me for what I came ‘n’ no more of me you’ll see
Forget the debt
This monster’s sojourn
I will be back
I’ll want some more

My lips turn sore (give it to me – [yell])
Test me no more, please (give it to me – [yell])
There’s just one thing I adore (just f****** give it to me! – [yell])

I do not know if I‘m over you [yell]
I don’t know if you’re over me [yell]
I lied to enter [yell]
I’ll lie to exit [yell]
I’ll lie till my twelfth step (full of shit) [yell]

Dark eyes, darker lives
I shiver, I scratch
I clutch this pain that’s got me insane
These drops pinch me, stop the rain!!! – [yell]
I insist, you smile
I fake, I take, “It only stays for a while” – [yell]
Everything seems agile
But, I feel fragile
It’s 911 you mustn’t dial [yell]

I lean back as I slide to my grave
Please give it to me, I ain’t naive [yell]
Roll her up, torch her
No! Heat her
No! Gulp her
No! Stick her
Stop injecting, start ejecting – [yell]
Aaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I rather prefer her than suffer [softly]

I lied to enter [yell]
I’ll lie to exit [yell]
I’ll lie till my twelfth step (full of shit) [yell]
I’ll always need some and will always want more [yell]

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