Below 14 upon 100

Dawns and dusks pass as I still stare at my glaring reflection
Seeing it glittering and then shimmering
Leaving me pondering of the dos and don’ts breached
As the light dims and dims and dims

Re- thinking about the past
Re- considering the situations
Re-judging the circumstances
Re-evaluating the decisions
Remission on wrongfulness
Concluding myself of been right and cursing other selves of been wrong
As the light dims and dims and dims

Immobile and solitary, I was never
But now I shall be forever
I see them sympathizing outside, I dislike it
Emphasizing on being different, I begrudge
Contacts in contact from tonne to none
How could they two leave me too?
Wanting to pull it but willing to push it
The fog has cleared now
But the light dims and dims and dims

Bitter lemons, useless ABC’s, punctures and piercings fill my routine
I turn foe to myself being restricted to Moline
Complaining of what He didn’t give (that was asked for)
Complaining of what He did give (that was uncalled for)
It was just one contact, just one
Could have, I should have probed myself
Below 14 upon100
These endless sweaty chills in May
This progressive failure of my active life
No aid as life’s fate fades as life itself
And the light dims and dims and finally dimmed to light
(Beep)

(This song is written and dedicated to a friend of Brosreview)

Copyright © Ajey Padival 2007 (Brisbane, Australia; +61-434360675; ajeypadival@msn.com)